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Sunday, 21 August 2005
I do apologize for that. I was insanely busy most of the day. :-( I shall try to call you soon. Right now it's 9:10 am and I really only have 20 minutes to get ready for church. I still need to do my makeup and hair. I'll write more later. Love you!
Emma
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 9:10 AM CDT
Saturday, 20 August 2005
Jerk!
Mood:
 blue
Topic: How could you?
How could you, you jerk! You never called me back! I'm crushed! Heart broken even! Pssh. You can forget about coming over Friday. I mean what the crap? Just forget about me, I can forget about you! HA! What do ya think of them apples! Ight. I'll write more later. I promise... maybe.. I mean you did forget about me.... psh. JERK!!!!!!!!
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 10:57 PM CDT
Hello, dear friend
Mood:
 not sure
Hello, darling!
I hope this note finds you well and happy. I find myself a little sad here lately. It seems like all my once extremely close relationships have ended. They're still relationships, but honestly I feel like everyone has replaced me. :-/ idk It's probably my fault, but some of them are to blame. Like Danielle....she's just....she only calls me when her others friends are working or busy. Eh, oh well. I'm beginning to think that letting people get that close to you will only end in hurt.
How is everything with the whole school situation? anything changed since last we talked? Are you still planning on going to WOLBI or not because they didn't accept your discount thing? I hope something works out well.
So then, your Dad has for definitely sure gotten the job on the island as the baker? When will you all be moving? Call me. I called you the other night, but you were out. :-/ Did your Mom happen to tell you?
-Emma
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 11:15 AM CDT
Monday, 8 August 2005
hi-ho hi-ho its off to new york I go
Mood:
 suave
Now Playing: blueberry yum yums
Well, today I was officially accepted into WOL! I have to be there September 16th. I'm not going to Kansas now cause there's way too much to do. I can't believe I'm actually doing this. I'm like never going to get to see John Cena agian! LOL I just though that you probably thought I was going to say you, didn't you. But I will get to see you.. and talk to you and write and crap. But John? sniff sniff
But they'll never take... MY FREEDOM!!!!!!!! Yeah, thats what you think. They've even managed to take that. Taking my music and my John are like taking my freedom. OMG! AND MY CELL PHONE!!!!!!!!! There's like no service up there! AND I'll have no money to pay for it anyways!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! WhY am I doing this? Why eddie why? Please! Smack some sense into me! I can't give up my blueberry yum yums! Or my blow! WAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 11:46 PM CDT
Friday, 5 August 2005
Here inside where I hide with my loneliness
Mood:
 accident prone
Now Playing: A World Without Love-Peter & Gordon
Topic: Long time NO WRITE.
Hey there, Jax! How goes it? Thins are gong ok for me. I've stopped going to Andy's youth group for now because it hurst to see him with Diana. And as it turns out not seeing him for this long is doing me wonders!! I'm (kinda) getting over him.
Last night I went to mini golf with Mike Jansma and Melanie. It was fun. I think Mike is cute, def. has potential...hehe.
How are you? I'm doing ok. Been busy/lazy alot lately. What about you? Don't forget to ask your Mom if I can come over on Monday. That'd be awesome! =) I really want to. I'm going to call you tonight, so you better be home! You hear??? Wait, that's right. I'm the only loser without a cell phone. So really it doesn't matter if you're home or not cuz I can just call your cell. Hmmm I really need a good job.
I'm still sad you're moving. *sniffles* Did you get accepted into WOLBI? Or do you not know yet? I'm sure you did though. Who would turn you down? With a face like that??? haha
Man,that's still so sad about Steve getting beat up. I feel bad for him. =( Oh well, he halfway brought it up on himself. If I had been there...I would hurld my little self onto his back and clawed out his eyes. Just kidding! I couldn't.....
Well I love you! It's your turn to write in this thing.
~Emma/Crabgrass~
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 11:05 AM CDT
Saturday, 23 July 2005
Bambii/Jax/Jackie/Jack,
I'm so......I don't know! I need to talk to you. I'll call you tomorrow I hope I get the chance. Maybe you can call me?
-Emma/Crabgrass
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 10:34 PM CDT
Friday, 15 July 2005
The champ is still here
Mood:
 cheeky
Now Playing: Fantasy by:Luda
Topic: You Can't See Me
He called me a "rather quite cheeky fellow." ~Mel Gibson _ The Patriot
Another day another year. Hm.. that was rather korny. Anyhoo. This party will kill me yet. If it doesn't my mother will. Times like these I think about running off with Steve. Hm... might be fun. At least we know it would be,ahem..cough-cough active. HEHEHE Gosh Mia, your such a ho... gosh! Sorry. It just kinda came to me... like in a dream or somethin. So I had this really wierd dream last night. I was like a witch like Sabrina and my magic came out my finger too. And John Cena was my boyfriend and he asked me to make his muscles bigger. So I did and then when he wasn't looking I pointed my finger down there and was like...whoops! well would ya look at that, it just kinda slipped! It was quite interesting. Anyhoo. I've gotta go I'm still on NY time so its like almost midnight for me.
~JaX~
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 10:36 PM CDT
Friday, 1 July 2005
Innocence is what I've got....
Now Playing: What You Want - Mandy Moore, So Real
Topic: You Can't See Me
Bambi,
Hello, darling! How be you this fine morning? I was supposed to go swimming today, but my cursed womanhood decided to come a week early. *sobs*
How is life treating you? Hopefully wonderful because that is what you deserve! I hope you're having a wonderful week, because...I am! I've decided that Andy isn't worth my crying time. We're friends, and really...rightnow I think I can handle that! I'm gonna go find myself a nice lil blond boy, let's try them for a change. haha jk
Hmmm my contacts hurt my eyes today. Good thing we're going to go pick some more up. These have been in long past due because I didn't order my new ones. Now they're in though, so I'm going to go pick them up in Crown Point at Main Optical in the CP square.
I would right more but nothing is really going on in life. I saw Andy yesterday, he gave me lots of attention, but he didn't make a move on me *thank God, I probably woulda told him what exactly what was on my mind* I thin he wanted me to be the one to go for his hand this time but he'll be surprised to know he missed that chance. we're so over....i hope. *bites lower lip* it's easier to say than done. I've still got that 3 hour road trip ride to Wisconsin and then back with him...call me and yell some sense into me before I go. Tell me not to let him touch me. haha I'm so weak willed when it comes to him. lol
Hum,I'm hungry. I'ma go eat a bagel. love you so much, girl!
<3 Crabgrass
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 10:10 AM CDT
Sunday, 19 June 2005
I can't get a life if my hearts not in it....
Mood:
not sure
Now Playing: The Importance of Being Idle - Oasis
Topic: Ruck Fules
Bambi,
So, did ya notice I ended up staying up until 1 am with you! How was the show? Hopefully worth staying up to see!
Today I went to South Side Christian Church....I'm not sure how I feel about the doctrine there, there might be some things that aren't said outloud that the congregation believes, I better find out soon before I end up going faithfully there and letting myself be swayed by them into some other belief...I hope that nothing is wrong there because I really like it, but I get this feeling....hmmm perhaps I am just being paranoid.
Babysitting got canceled today. My Mom took my Dad to work, so I'm home alone again today....more than likely all day. Because it's Father's Day they decided to cancel youth group tonight! UGH! That makes me mad. *hmph*
So yeah, I'm pretty sure that what happened with Andy was a one night kinda fling, we're never gonna hook up. -sighs- Oh well, maybe it's time I move on. Got anyone you could hook me up with? [no, I will not gain weight for any one either, so all those strange guys you know who want women the size of Lady Liberty are automatically out of the question!]
Dang, today is going to be horribly boring. I hope someone calls me or something. Melanie is going to work today, so I guess I can't call her and have her pick me up. And you're with family the whole day today because it's Father's Day, right? Gah...no on to call no where to go....this is sad. I'm very unpopular it would seem.
I think that you should write in your xanga since you are getting comments and the like, that'd be cool! Plus, your xanga is just so freakin sexy, ya know?? haha Well to you anyhow...I'm not much for the wrestler type o' guy.....we all know I like em sexy but with a small body frame...i.e. a buff Ryan Reynolds!!!!!!
Hmmm....boredome has officially consumed me, there is nothing to say or do, no one to fantasize about....grrr oh well. I guess I'll go fiddle around with xanga....
Love ya,
Crabgrass/Emma/Mia
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 2:51 PM CDT
Updated: Sunday, 19 June 2005 2:52 PM CDT
Friday, 17 June 2005
I don't get you at all. You confuse me. You're freakin bipolar.
The last time we talked about this you said we weren't best friends and we were just friends. So, idk what happened. The next thing I know you're all "We're so not best friends, don't even bother calling me."
I thought we ALREADY weren't best friends!
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 3:31 PM CDT
Sunday, 12 June 2005
I wanna run through the halls of my highschool!
Mood:
cheeky
Now Playing: You and Me: LifeHouse
I wanna run through the halls of my highschool, I wanna scream at the top of my lungs! john mayer
That song on the top, You and Me, that was my favorite song. But then Ben had to go and screw that up. The very first slow dance, we danced togther. Then he and Ali danced the next one and pretty much the whole time. Then this song came on, and he knew it was my favortie, but would you want to dance with him? He dragged me out there, and ever since then, the song hasn't been quite the same. But at the end, Nathan saw how pissed I was so he was like, can I butt it? And me and him finished the song. Nathan really is a pretty cool guy. So Mike Kafitz asked Emily for her phone number... interesting. So its pretty much official that were moving to New York. I mean think about it, why wouldn't my parents get the job. They're both looking up houses and stuff on the internet already...so...yeah. Call me sometime.
Bambii
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 9:34 PM CDT
Saturday, 11 June 2005
49er
Mood:
 crushed out
Now Playing: Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick
Topic: The heart is tricky
Bambi,
Last night was sooo fun! (Yes Jackie, this is kinda another “Andy” journal entry....sorry!) I got at South Side (the church) around 6:10 and the thing didn’t start until 6:30. So I lay down in my seat and waited for everyone to get there. Then Andy got there and told me to wake up, but I ignored him and stayed there. Finally I went inside the church...as I was coming inside I heard the youth leader Steve ask if there was anyone else (this was while I was still in the hall.) that was coming and I heard Andy say “Yeah, she’s still out in her car, I’ll go get her.” And he walked out into the hall to get me, but I was walking up. So he put his arm around my shoulders and asked me how I was doing while he walked me to the room. After that since I was super tired and really not feeling well, I kinda just sat in the youth room next to Stephanie waiting for Steve to finish announcements and give us the rules for the night. Finally we all headed to the bus and got on. I sat down and it looked as though Andy were coming to sit by me, but his sister was before me, and since Steph is totally becoming like...almost a best friend cuz she’s so awesome (don’t worry, no replacement of you, though!) she sat down next to me. He stopped and looked at her and me, and then just sat across from us and put on his head phones to listen to music. On the whole ride there everyone (well not everyone, but the people around me) were all turned around and talking to me, it was really nice talking to them all, but Andy was staring out his window listening to his music still. When we got there it was starting to get rather chilly since we were all sitting outside getting ready for the movie to begin (it was the 49er drive in movie theater in Valparaiso). I said “I’m cold!” and Andy took off his t-shirt (he has a sleeveless undershirt on underneath it) and threw it to me so I could wear it. But then I got hot so I gave it back. Lol Next, still all while waiting for the movie to begin, Stephanie and I walked around the parking grounds and talked....she’s so awesome, I totally love her to pieces! She can really relate to me and some of the things that we’ve gone/going through. Needless to say, while I was walking around talking to her, I sort of lost track of where Andy was. Then when the movie started (it shows two movies a night, this night was “The Longest Yard” staring Adam Sandler and “Monster in Law” staring Jennifer Lopez.) Stephanie and I sat on some chairs next to the bus...I still had no clue where Andy was! After the first movie, there was intermission and then Andy came up and talked to me and stuff. When the second film started (“Monster in Law”) Stephanie and I moved out chairs to the other side of one of the youth leader’s vans where Andy and a few of our other friends were. Andy was sitting on the grass next to Steph, and then Steph and I were sitting in the chairs. A few minutes later Steph gets up and goes to talk to her friends in the grass and Andy comes to sit by me! Well he had the littler chair that didn’t have any arm rest, but mine did. So I shared mine with him....and our arms were totally touching! Cept, I was super cold, so I wrapped my arms around myself. He offered me his shirt again, but I told him to keep his clothes on and that I would be fine. Andy talked a lot during the movie, I missed quite a lot because he talked so much...but it was worth it, I really enjoy spending time with him and just listening to the stupid/funny things he says. I did get to see most of the movie though, and it was very enjoyable...but “The Longest Yard” I thought was VERY funny! I loved it.
A few days ago in my journal I wrote that I couldn’t stop smiling...well Andy brought that up. At first I said “I smile cuz I’m a happy person!” then he just looked at me, and so I added, “Plus, I smile a lot when I see you.” (Or something along those lines.) It was so cute...I still can’t believe that I told him that though! (I’m happy that I did though!!)On the way home I was going to sit by Stephanie again, but Andy sat down and motioned for me to sit next to him, so I did. Boy am I GLAD that I did.... we talked all the way home. I learned a lot about him that I didn’t know. At first we just were naming random facts, but that proved to be a bit difficult after several minutes, so we just started asking each other questions that we would like to know. The questions ranged everywhere from very personal, to just silly things like “What’s your favorite color.” I told him something that I don’t believe I told anyone else, except perhaps one or two people! All the time when we were driving home we were sitting very close.....wow I love being close to him.
Ok, I should probably stop going on and on.....I love you to pieces, let’s hang out sometime soon! Ok?? Love you!
-Crabgrass/Emma
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 2:53 PM CDT
Friday, 3 June 2005
School's out for summer, school's out for-ever!
Mood:
 spacey
Now Playing: Time of Your Life: GreenDay
Topic: It's official...
Well, its official. I'm no longer a high school student. It all feels kinda like a dream now, I don't really remember much that happened. It's almost kinda sad. Anyways. You didn't miss draft week, it doesn't start until next Thursday. However the point is you still forgot. Hangs head in shame, how could you? 3words Eddie, I mean Mia, why eddie why? Anyways, I did miss a great match between John Cena and Carlito Carribean Cool. No thanks to you! Luckily they have the very end of the match on the SmackDown website. So, yeah. Anyhoo. Last night Linnea drove me and Emily to the Melton's. Before we left Mike was like do you want to introduce me to you parents and I was like um... ok. So then they met and he went to the party, and oh side note my dad and him seemed to hit it off. But back to the party, Sean was there and we talked about Josh and Mike and stuff and God he's sooo hot. But um so then everyone like left at midnight and me and Em came back here. I opened up my gifts and then we layed in bed till like 3am. Then my Mom comes up at 7am to leave and reminds me that I have to work at 11am! I had plans with Mike! This sucks! But its all good cause last night at like 1am I got some cat dander in my eye and it turned like red, I mean like really red, like Darth Vader red. And it's not like I can wear sun glasses, its not sunny. Henceforth sun glasses, sun, you know. So yeah, anyways. Call me later if you get a chance.
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 8:31 AM CDT
Monday, 30 May 2005
It's Sunday night and I'm in lust...haha
Mood:
not sure
Now Playing: Mr.Lonely - Bobby Vinton
Topic: FUBAR
Bambi,
Hey! Yesterday I went to church with my friend Mary (The church Andy goes to.) because my Dad was going to go visit my grandma in the hospital, and my mom was taking my brother to work so no one was going to go to church. Well, when I first got to church Stephanie came and gave me a hug hello, and Andy came over and put his hand on the small of my back and said "hey". I know it's nothing, but every little touch send my senses crazy! lol After the lesson was over I was standing up and something hit me in the face! I then realized it was Andy throwing a plastic egg at me....I threw it back though and pelted him in the back. haha
After church Mary dropped me off at home and then Melanie stopped over. We got bored so we put some black panty-hose on top of Melanie's eyes and duck tape on her mouth to make it look like she had been kidnapped. Then we took ketchup and put it all over her neck and took a picture with a knife looking like it was cutting her. Hah it looks fake, but it made for a funny "I've been kidnapped and held for ransom" story.
Melanie and I then went to Hallmark and bought some graduation cards for our friend Melissa and then went and got some coffee from Starbucks. After that we headed to Melissa's open house. Then left at 5 to go visit my grandma in the hospital. I talked to my grandma for awhile, and then we went to Andy's house because we were going to follow them to this girls house (cuz youth group was canceled so we still all did something.) but Andy had already left! But Andy's Mom came out and gave us the cell number so we could call and get directions. So Melanie and I stopped at Starbucks (Again! She's addicted to coffee!!) and drove to the girl's house. Wow! She must be filthy rich. She had a huge indoor swimming pool and a HUGE house...it's crazy. So everyone went swimming, but Melanie and I didn't bring out swim suits so we were just going to sit and watch. Melanie really wanted to just jump in with all her clothes on but she was too shy. So I said "Go! I'll jump in with you!" hehe As she walked towards the pool I pushed her in and ran away!! hehe Then when I came back Andy came up to me (all wet) and high-fived me saying "That was great." I was a little suspicious but then Melanie yelled "Do it now!" and I realized they were going to try to take me into the pool so I turned to run. Then WOOSH! I flew through the air and right onto my back! Oh man,I have a tendency to do that alot lately, don't I? lol I'm such a dork. Anyhow, Andy helped me up, and I thought he was helping me AWAY from Melanie, when I realized he was pushing me towards her!!! So Melanie grabbed my legs and he had my hands and they were dragging me down the stairs. I saw some railings and I grabbed hold of them while Stephanie, Andy, and Melanie were all trying to pull me into the pull. My pants started to come off so I realized I better just let go. So...into the pool I went. Hah, that was fun but now I'm a little mad because I dyed my hair Saturday night and it kinda came out, not all the way, but it faded because they pulled me into the cholrine pool. -ugh- After that we ate pizza and hot dogs and stood around talking. Melanie wanted to leave early so we did...and Andy walked me to the car.
Then Melanie and I headed home, but halfway there I realized I forgot my wet clothes there! (Somehow I had extra that she had borrowed a long time ago in her car.) so we went back to get them. THEN we went to Danee's house and picked up at 10 at night. Then we went to Hollywood video and rented "Assault on Precinct 13" then came home and watched it. Then went to sleep. Oh man, we just crashed! Hardly any talking, just plop and asleep. hahaha
Well, how are YOU doing? Call me, K? Love and Miss you!
-Mia/Crabgrass
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 11:50 AM CDT
Updated: Monday, 30 May 2005 11:51 AM CDT
Friday, 27 May 2005
Eddie's going DOWN.
Mood:
 hungry
Now Playing: Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades - Brand New
Topic: I CAN see you, fool!
Yeah, that picture was kinda freaky. You shoulda seen it once I re-did it with the black and white colors. Holy crap it was freakin scary!! So, I'm talking to the most amazing guy in the world via-myspace. -beams-
Yeah, we do need to do something Saturday...but what?
Today Melanie got her hair cut short, then I died it brown...it looks cute, I like it. I wish I had straight hair, then I'd cut mine short too.
I caught a little bit on and off of Smackdown last Thursday. I saw your man. You know what, Carlito is a freakin loser. hah I realized that. Call me tonight...no wait I'm gonna be gone at the graduation, well just call me and if i'm home we'll talk.
Love you,
Crabgrass
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 3:53 PM CDT
Thursday, 26 May 2005
Revenge of Mysterio
Mood:
 mischievious
Now Playing: I don't wanna be : by Gavin Degraw
Topic: You Can't See Me
Wow! That picture was wacked! Its fricken psycho! Anyhoo. We're gonna do something on Saturday right? I don't have to cut the grass now either. But I think my mommy is gonna dye my hair. Anyhoo. So Josh burned all his "gothic" clothing. He's looks really nice all preppy and stuff. Its funny cause Kim still looks all ugly as hell and like bitchy. I'm glad he dumped her. So yeah, as for the Smackdown update. Draft starts next Thursday. Basically, one person from Raw and one person from Smackdown are going to get switched. Randy Orton is the likely for Raw and no one knows for Smackdown. Its fairly certain it won't be John Cena, he's the only like big star on there right now. You take him away and you take away about 65% of the crowd. Eddie came running down the ramp with a steel chair right as Rey-rey was entering. He beat him in the back and ribs before security rushed out and pulled them off of eachother. Eddie entered the Battle Royale and Rey-rey got wheeled back to the locker room. However, Rey rushed out when they're was only like 4 people left and threw Eddie out of the ring. And then there was 2. Kurt Angle and Rey Mysterio. After 11minutes of wrestling Rey-rey connected with a 619 jumped up onto the top rope and lept in the air to attack Kurt. But, Kurt unexpectedly punched Rey in the crotch and threw Mysterio over the ropes. In a Battle Royale the winner gets to challenge whoever he wants for whatever he wants. Instead of challenging John Cena, he challenged Booker T's wife. It'll be the first ever man vs. woman match in the history of the WWE. Tune in next week to find out what happens on another episode of SmackDown!
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 9:59 PM CDT
Last Day Of School...here we come.
Mood:
 sad
Now Playing: Love Rymes with Hideous Car Wreck - Blood Brothers
Topic: Another tear
Jax/Bambi,
I'm so distraught about you moving. I know I may have acted like I didn't care when you told me on the phone, but really I am very very very sad at the mere thought of that. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! I know, I know, it's not your choice, I guess all I can do is pray that God's will be done no matter what it is. -sighs- Still, I am going to miss you. New York...man I can't imagine Indiana without you!! All right, enough about this it's probably making you depressed.
Today is the last day of school. It's 6:55 am and I really should be studying for my last final (Bible) because we have some crazy long verses for memory and what not. I hope I do well. All my other finals have been easy, or maybe that's just because I studied hard for them and knew everything. Well,I hope this final is easy too!
I'm listening to LaLa hah...I love this song. You make me wanna LALA in the kitchen on the floor.....
-woot-.
I want to spend the night at your house after the graduation, so I think I'm gonna ask my Mom if I can. I feel a little bad about missing Katie's graduation, but c'mon, you're graduating from HIGH SCHOOL you're way more important...right?? Can ya tell I'm trying to justify it.
You know, you don't write near as much now that we have this online journal. I'd say go back tot he notebooks, but we never seem to see eachother so when could we exchange?? Argh, I'll think of something.
Dude! Copy and paste this into your address bar --> http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y233/youre_embarrassing_me/Scan10062.jpg <--- . It's a picture of my friend Katie, and it is sooo great! lol I love it. I just thought I'd share it with you, thought perhaps you'd like it too. Or maybe not, who knows when it comes to you.
Yes, I did know that Effiel 65 was an Italian Pop Band, well I wasn't sure if they were Italian, but anyhow. Yeah, I have their cd. 'Europop".
Well, I'm outtie. Love you!
-Crabgrass/Emma
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 7:00 AM CDT
Updated: Thursday, 26 May 2005 7:01 AM CDT
Tuesday, 24 May 2005
not even John can cheer me up today
Mood:
blue
Now Playing: I'm Blue da-ba-dee-da-ba-die by: Effiel 65
Topic: FUBAR
Did you know that Effiel 65 is an Italian pop band?
Sorry, that I haven't updated lately. I've got a lot on my mind. So know for some bad news. There's a 75% chance that me and my family are moving to New York. Yes, this is Heather and you heard me right. Were moving to New York. There's nothing more to say. I would have told you with my actual voice but you never seem to call anymore. Oh well. We're all going to have new lives. Well talk to you sometime.
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 9:46 PM CDT
Sunday, 22 May 2005
Another day, another night, another year, another smile, another lie, another tear
Mood:
crushed out
Now Playing: Jingle Jangle - Hot Hot Heat
Topic: Another smile
I saw him tonight!!!!!! Ugh, Bambi, I tell you I have it so bad it's not even cool. He's all I ever think about, he's invading my flippin dreams now. I've got to get him....I can try at least.
All right, you've probably heard quite enough about him.
What's going on with you? You really don't update this very much. Oh man, it's 9:20 pm and I have the hardest final I am going to take tomorrow that I have not even studied for! I'm so bad, I need to go study for it. I <3 you!!
-Crabgrass
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 9:21 PM CDT
Saturday, 21 May 2005
WOO HOO
Now Playing: goodnight goodnight - Hot Hot Heat
Topic: My fantastic night!
Yesterday, due to work on the building my school let out at 11:45 am. My friends Cricket, Melitza, Ryan/Mocha, and I all went over to Ryan's house to hang out and eat lunch. We had plans to go out to eat and then go to the movies later that evening but we had to wait for our friend Chris, because he and Melitza are "kinda" something...not sure what though. So, we sat around....Ryan made us watch the Matrix...then we went to Popeye's to say hi to Melanie, then we went to Target and Old Navy. So, I started thinking about how it was going to be Melitza & Chris and then Ryan & Cricket. ..then ME! And it dawned on me why ALL of them had been telling to me call Andy and invite him all week. So, I called him from Ryan's cell phone while at Target. But no one answered. -sighs- After Target we all just went back to Ryan's house and listened to music and played basketball while waiting for Chris to call and say his baseball game was over. Then the phone rings, and it's ANDY! Ryan answers it and says, "Mia wanted to talk to you." So we say hi and then I say "what are you doing tonight?" When he said "nothing really" I asked him if he wanted to go to the movies and he said yes. He just had to mow the lawn and then he could go. So, finally Chris called and said the game was over and he just had to hop in the shower and then we could come pick him up. We hung out for a little while and gave both guys time to get their stuff done then headed out. When we picked them up it was Ryan and Cricket in the front seat, Chris, Melitza, Me, and Andy all in the back seat. (I have a knack for getting to sit super close to him. hehe)
Then the six of us went out to eat... When we were sitting down it looked like Andy was going to sit in this chair on the other side of the table, and I was sitting in the booth, then he just sat down next to me instead and said he didn't feel like sitting in a chair. (Yay!)As we were leaving the building Melitza was trying to ride my back and I tripped and fell and hurt my hand. Guess who helped me up? You guessed it...ANDY! Then we all piled into Ryan's car again and tried to figure out what to do because all the movies weren't at the right times and Andy had to be back at 11 pm because he was going into Chicago the next day (today). So, Andy decides "Let's go bowling!" Cuz, he knows how bad I am..and we had alot of fun last time we went bowling. Well, we go to the bowling place and everyone decides it's too exspensive for just a short while, so we go hang out at the park!! (yes, we do seem to do that alot, don't we? Every time I'm with him! hah I the park now! lol) Well Ryan was giving Cricket driving lessons, and Melitza and Chris ran off trying to "tag" eachother...so guess who was left all alone on the jungle gym? Yep, Andy and I. We were talking and stuff then out of no where he's like "It's like looking into a freakin' mirror, eh?" I kinda froze and was ..."what?" He repeated "It's like looking into a freakin mirror."
A few days ago he wrote in his xanga:
"why do i always go for the ones i can`t have?why do i always set myself up for failure?my plans always fall apart in front of my eyes... god,..please take control before drastic ,desparate things happen... i love you.thank you. God loves us like no other."
And I left him a comment saying, "'why do i always go for the ones i can`t have?why do i always set myself up for failure?my plans always fall apart in front of my eyes... god,..please take control before drastic ,desparate things happen... i love you.thank you. God loves us like no other.' Hah, I felt like i was looking in a freaking mirror...I know what it's like, buddy. Hang in there.
-mia"
So, I know I left that for him to read, but he never comments me back so I thought he'd never read MY journal entry....
"I went to see Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith today.
It was great!
Course, I love Star Wars so it's only natural for me to say that is was great, but seriously...it was great. (Not quite as good as the original 4,5,6 though!) It's 11:30 pm - almost Friday. I keep telling myself to let go of this stupid idea I keep clinging on to - Him. -sighs- I've seriously never met anyone like him and it's driving me crazy to see how in love he is with her. Why can't he just see me that way? Despite my unyielding feelings, I know I can move on...it’s just an infatuation nothing more. ...Right? Well, I must go....I’m uber tired and I have a full day ahead of me. I hope I can get up the nerve to call him and maybe ask him to hang out...???
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(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•. Amor,
Mia"
Now I am sure he knows, and he said he had gone to my site....so I know he read it and unless he's stupid he's figured it out. And the look on his face when he said "It's like lookin into a freakin mirror." .....he knew i was talking about him. After that, idk things changed between us. Something towards the good. I think he may be interested. And his SISTER left me a comment on my site saying...
"hey,
just do it!!! trust me he's gettin over lauren!!!! so do it!!!!
steph"
Then I was kinda....what does she mean "just do it". Ya know? And then i re-read my entry and the part where it said "ask him to hang out" the to hang was hidden underneath other words, so it said "ask him out"!! So...yes...he's read that...and so has everyone else, so he may have been expecting me to ask him out. OH geez...
So in any case...things are totally moving along! I think he wante to be alone with me...maybe because he loves baseball, and when Chris and Melitza said they were going to go to the baseball field and watch (I guess there were people there.)and i asked Andy if he wanted to go, he just never answered as they walked away. -sighs- Things are going so well, i may ACTUALLY have a chance!
I gotta go...love you....
-Emma/Crabgrass
Posted by badbadgirlz
at 10:48 AM CDT
Updated: Saturday, 21 May 2005 1:17 PM CDT
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